Saturday, July 23, 2005

She lay in her bed, staring at the static fan above her, throwing shadows on the wall. There was a book lying upside down next to her, with creamy off-white pages folded and scribbled on. The walls wore memories in cherry and bottle green frames.

A mahogany brown acoustic lay still against the corner, but she could hear music....not of the patter of the rain, not of trees swaying in the wind, not of tiptoeing love, not the thud of grief. It was the music of a soft breeze traveling through the room, carrying with it moments from the last twenty years. The crackle of laughter, the twinkle of excitement in sparkling eyes, those simple words that just stayed with you for unexplainable reasons, the song that kept ringing in your head, that lonely tear that found a way to trickle down no matter how hard held back.

She wasn’t trying to reflect back in time or echo through feelings from the past. Her finger moved in circles twirling a dark brown lock of hair around it. Her mind was devoid of any thoughts, very unlike her. But everybody needs a break.

It was an alienating feeling. Like a drugged happy numbness, where the walls are just painted deep red, and burnt auburn blotches just blend in, over powered by the background.

Her eyelids felt heavier, and she closed her eyes, being engulfed by the nostalgic fragments of life floating about. There was a peculiar feeling of contentment in her heart, as she bid goodnight to all that was, in waiting of morning, and all that will be....

5 Comments:

Blogger G said...

hey maria. this was the best. magar abhi nahin, save it up for the 2nd (see, elephants never forget :))

23/7/05 5:48 PM  
Blogger M said...

Thanx! ...haha this is all mellow reflective, shall see on the 2nd...might be happier ;P ....I put this one up when I wrote it, when I felt it. Wont be fair to put it off for later :)

24/7/05 12:54 AM  
Blogger Sindy Clawford said...

I read that the wrong way up, paragraph by paragraph. It's a lot better the right way round ;)
2nd 2nd, long live Birthday Reminders ^_^

27/7/05 7:54 PM  
Blogger M said...

I do that sometimes..the wrong way up. Some people are just not made for this world *tear* I feel it yeah...hahahah ;) ...oh n next time come for longer! So our conversation doesn't circle around "...how r u?" lolz! ;P

28/7/05 11:16 PM  
Blogger Sindy Clawford said...

Should be in from the 1st afternoon to the 3rd afternoon :p Given that you'll be fairly "occupied" on the 2nd, try for one of theother two ;)
And I'll bring a list of conversation topics (A)

29/7/05 1:00 PM  

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